88. Come on...

Seriously it's only  the second day of uni and why I am so overwhelmed already?!! There are so much things I need to do... So much... I feel pressured already...

87. Reality begins...

Ugh, still on holiday mode and started uni yesterday. Not looking forward to it really... My freedom is goooooneeee TT^TT

86. Lazy

Although this is my blog and I am free to express whatever I want in here, I am just lost. I don't know what to say in here or how much I should say in here. Which is why I haven't been plubishing much posts this year. Sometimes I worry that I overthink too much and if I talk about it here, it'll seem that I'm complaning too much or I'm just THINKING TOO MUCH. Which is one of the reasons why I kinda neglected my blog. I do want to talk about happy and fun things here but lately this year, I couldn't be bothered to type it up.

I've gotten really lazy, super lazy during the whole summer break. Just watching anime and that's it. Which is not good. I should at least revise for Japanese but I didn't touch Japanese at all. And I've been worried about it since I forgot a lot of contents, vocabs, sentence patterns and ESPECIALLY KANJI THE MOST!!! I'm worried because this year I'm taking Japanese level 3, which is pretty much advanced Japanese. I am worried a lot because I'm also taking Chinese. The tutorial is 3hrs long. Sighh. I am worried about uni. I am worried. But there's not much I can do...

But that besides the point, I am super lazy and couldn't be bothered to type my blog. But I'll get back to it once in a while. ^^

85. I Miss You

Oh no... I miss him so much now... I don't know what to do anymore. How will I be able to manage myself? I'm gonna miss him. I'm going to think about him a lot. I don't want to show that I miss him in front of my friends... I don't want to look depressed in front of my friends just because I miss him... But that's how I feel right now. I miss him and not to be able to see him for a while hurts my heart... 

I miss you a lot my love.