Hello, I know it's been a long time since I blogged, but it was because I was busy. I just came back from China after two weeks and man... It was a blast. The program itself was interesting, fun and great learning experience. Living in China was difficult. Thank god I stayed at a 4-star hotel. Thank god. But otherwise, it was good and fun.
I made tons of friends along the way. And that's when it all hit me... Something is wrong with me... Something just clicked and I just don't know what's right or wrong anymore. Why? Why am I thinking something stupid? I feel like a terrible human being. I cannot expose the truth here in my blog because I am ashamed of myself and I cannot fully admit it. I don't know what to do with myself. Honestly... Why am I thinking this way?...
