When I was spending time with SS's friends on Saturday. I felt happy. Very happy. I was nervous and excited when meeting his friends, but I had nothing to be worried about. His friends are all nice and funny people. Throughout the whole day, when I was with SS, I was thinking how happy I felt that I could spend time with his friends. Because whenever I'm with him, I'm always happy.
I'm always happy whenever I'm with him. When we first started dating, he starts to slowly open up, by hugging me, by being clingy at times, by saying embarrassing (sweet) things, and was always being honest with me. When he does these things, I fell in love with him. I remember the time when he first said "I love you". I never expected him to say it so early. We definitely did grew closer, and the love has always been there. We're just showing and opening up to more of that love.
When he wanted to see me more, when we had the chance to see each other more than once a week, when he puts in effort when seeing me... I fell in love with him....
When I first get to see his whole families, and how they are all kind-hearted people, I fell in love with him again....
When I get to meet and chill with his friends... I fell in love with again and again......
He didn't change, he just grown into this loving, romantic man. He's not romantic, but all these things make him romantic. I don't know how but he makes me fall in love with him again and again... I feel happy when I'm with him. He gave me so much happiness and love in his own ways.
When I was single, I always thought how I wanted to be a loving and giving person to my partner. But with him, it feels that SS is that person to me. When I thought about this, I stared at him.
I stared at him for a while and then he stared at me. I looked away and pretend that I was thinking of nothing. But since it is me, me as a person, I cannot hide my feelings. Most people can read me. I felt so happy....
I realised something and questioned myself. 'Do I make him happy as much as he make me happy?...' He hasn't seen my family or friends yet... Do I do things that does not make him happy enough??? Do I give him enough happiness or love??
I asked SS, "SS, do I make you happy?". He replied but I couldn't hear him well. But I think it sounded similar to, "Of course. You know me." ^^
Is it possible to fall in love with the same person over and over again?...
Yes, it is.
Monday, 28 September 2015
Sunday, 27 September 2015
63. Comic Con & SS's Friends
On Saturday, I was going to Comic Con with my Special someone and his friends. Because I was meeting all his friends for the first time, I was nervous and excited so much that I COULD NOT sleep at ALL. I know right... I'm crazy. I got up early, and went to meet SS at the station. He was running late, but it was all good. Others were late too.
When we got to Central, we headed to the Bristo cafe, and I met his friends called Charlie, Kevin and Michael. I already met Richard before at SMASH. I was so nervous and I tried to speaking to them but... I didn't know what they were saying... They were talking about programs, technologies, codes... But I've listened to them eagerly. We chat for a while, had little breakfast, and went out to the bus stop to catch the shuttle bus.
When we were on our way to the bus stop, I met another one of SS's friend called Genie. We both introduced ourselves, and caught the bus together. We got off at Comic Con and I was so excited once we were inside the building. SS told me to take it easy, but Richard said to let her unleash her excitement since she didn't the whole night. >< We looked around the artworks, the action figures, the comic books, the superhero weapons, T-shirts, games, and etc. I saw lots of cosplayers at this event as well. I was amazed. At SMASH I was too shy to ask the cosplayers if I could take a photo with them, but this time, I built up my courage to ask people. SS and Richard help to take photos of me and some of the cosplayers. ^^ There was SBS Pop Asia, and all of the guys were dancing to Gangnam Style for 15 seconds. If anyone participates to dance, they could win free tickets to Big Bang concert. Genie and I was laughing and enjoying together when watching the boys dance together. Genie commented how it's good that some things never change. After what she said, I hope that can happen with my friends too.
Genie was talking in korean for few times, then I asked her, "You can speak in Korean?" "Yeah I'm korean." I was shocked because she didn't look like one. And she so herself too. SS also informed her that I was korean too and she was surprised too. Because we both don't look like koreans. Throughout the whole day, we both spoke in english and korean. It was nice speaking to someone like this. ^^ I felt comfortable, and closer with Genie. Everyone was nice too. Because Genie and I was the only girls in our group, I pretty much stayed with her most of the time.
There was also a dance floor, and I saw Charlie being very excited for it. Since Charlie wants to dance on the dance floor, all the other boys joined him. Except Michael. I persuaded Michael to join them, otherwise he'll be missing out. It was a success since he did end up dancing with them. I recorded them dancing. ^^ It was very funny. I'm glad that everyone was having fun.
Soon, another friend of SS was joining us, but we had to wait awhile for her. Genie and I went to the bathroom, and when we came back, we saw SS's friend called Eva. When Eva turned around, she saw me and we both greeted each other. I saw Richard calling for SS to come over, and he did but he did not introduce me as his girlfriend. We walked around Comic Con with Eva this time, and soon, once we had the chance to talk to each other alone, she asked me if I was a friend with anyone, or a work colleague. I answered, "SS's girlfriend". "Sorry?" "SS's girlfriend". I felt embarrassed for saying that, but I said it. She responded, "Oh really?! Why didn't he tell me??" She was mad that he didn't introduce me as his girlfriend and was mad at him. I did expected people to ask me about our relationships, but when I first met the boys, they didn't at all. It wasn't as I expected but then I thought, when I first met Richard at SMASH, he didn't ask me any questions about our relationships. Hmm so it must be normal, or they're just boys. But Eva asked me lots of questions about us. For example: who asked out who first? How long have we been together? How did we meet?
Eva was a very open person. ^^ And that's what I like about her. Both the girls were bullying SS, and I felt bad and sorry for him. Eva was mad at SS and asked for a proper introduction. Richard commented how he warned SS, but he didn't listen. I apologised to SS since they were bullying him. TT^TT
After we finished looking around at Comic Con, we caught the ferry back to Darling Harbourside. We had lunch at the food court, and everyone was catching up and just conversing with each other. I did talk with Charlie and Michael few times. But I didn't have the chance to speak with Kevin. Charlie is a bright, energetic guy. I really do like him. Michael is amazingly hilarious. He talks about anything random, and his responses are just hilarious. I had fun listening to SS's conversations.
After lunch, we were walking to this karaoke called Big Echo. On our way, Genie asked me in korean, "How far did you guys go huh?~~~ You guys are holding hands and being cute and stuff. Huh?~~~" I tried to run away from her, but she grabbed me and pulled me back to her. "What's wrong? Huh?~~~" I looked back and shouted at SS. "SS, help me!!" He replied, "Sorry I can't help you." "Noooo~~~~" Genie then wickedly said, "You're mine!!!" ^^
We were at karaoke and sang for two hours. I did wanted to hear SS's singing more. SS likes singing in Japanese but he knows that one of his friend doesn't like hearing Japanese songs. All the songs that they were singing, were the sings I never heard of them before. They were pretty fairly old songs but I did know few of them. SS did tell me to sing more but I wanted his friends to sing more, because I have many chances to sing at karaoke with anyone at any time. But his friends all have work and they're all busy, and they have different schedules, and they don't meet often. This is a first time in a long time for them to have fun like this, so I wanted them to have fun and make the most out of it. Plus, I was shy to sing in front of them. But I did sing few times, so all good.
After Karaoke, we went to this Ramen Burger restaurant for dinner and met other friends, called Wenjing and Callon. They also brought their baby son called Lui. Genie couldn't join us for dinner so she left earlier. We said goodbyes, and I do hope I could meet her again. Eva, SS and I went to Winjing and Callon, and this time, Eva was watching SS introducing me as his girlfriend to them. Eva said well done~~. She was mad, and told Wenjing how SS didn't properly introduce me to her. It was funny. We had dinner, and I was sitting between SS and Kevin. This time I had the chance to talk to him and we talked for quite a few while. I'm glad that I get to talk to everyone. ^^ We had many people in our group. The left side of table had Wenjing, Callon, and their baby, and Eva. While the other right end of table had me, SS, Kevin, Richard, and Charlie. Michael was sitting in the middle so he talked to different people. There was this time where Richard was carrying the baby, and was taking care of the baby. Richard is such a nice guy. he's gonna be a great father someday. He's a really nice, great, family guy. I admired how Richard was playing with the baby. I didn't want to hold or touch the baby, because I'm scared I might Lui cry, or that I might drop him. Babies must be handled very carefully!!! Throughout the diiner, I'm glad that I get to hang out with SS's friends.
After dinner, we were planning to go to this dessert place in Korea Town. When we were standing outside of the restaurant, Eva stated to SS of how he didn't tell his friends that he has a girlfriend, and why he kept it as a secret. Wenjing joined in, "Yeah, stop hogging her yourself!" Today, all the girls were bullying.... They did tell me that they were gonna break him and teach him a lesson. Oh myyy..... What have I done to him!!! I did apologise to SS but he said it was alright, and he did expected it. Phew.
We went to the dessert place and all shared desserts. Eva then started asking many questions about me. Since we were talking, everyone else was listening to our conversation. She said she's been holding herself back and wants to ask more questions about our relationships. She did tell me that she wants to everything about us. I need to be careful around Eva. lollll. We chatted with everyone for a while.
After dessert was finished, and because it was getting late, SS informed everyone that we both had to go very soon. I gave the girls a goodbye hug, and gave all the boys, even the baby Lui a highfive. Someone did suggest me to hug Charlie, but because I was still getting use to their names, I asked, "Who's Charlie?" Everyone started laughing and I think hurt Charlie's feelings.... I'M SO SORRY CHARLIE! We exchanged goodbyes and SS and I both headed home.
When we got to Central, we headed to the Bristo cafe, and I met his friends called Charlie, Kevin and Michael. I already met Richard before at SMASH. I was so nervous and I tried to speaking to them but... I didn't know what they were saying... They were talking about programs, technologies, codes... But I've listened to them eagerly. We chat for a while, had little breakfast, and went out to the bus stop to catch the shuttle bus.
When we were on our way to the bus stop, I met another one of SS's friend called Genie. We both introduced ourselves, and caught the bus together. We got off at Comic Con and I was so excited once we were inside the building. SS told me to take it easy, but Richard said to let her unleash her excitement since she didn't the whole night. >< We looked around the artworks, the action figures, the comic books, the superhero weapons, T-shirts, games, and etc. I saw lots of cosplayers at this event as well. I was amazed. At SMASH I was too shy to ask the cosplayers if I could take a photo with them, but this time, I built up my courage to ask people. SS and Richard help to take photos of me and some of the cosplayers. ^^ There was SBS Pop Asia, and all of the guys were dancing to Gangnam Style for 15 seconds. If anyone participates to dance, they could win free tickets to Big Bang concert. Genie and I was laughing and enjoying together when watching the boys dance together. Genie commented how it's good that some things never change. After what she said, I hope that can happen with my friends too.
Genie was talking in korean for few times, then I asked her, "You can speak in Korean?" "Yeah I'm korean." I was shocked because she didn't look like one. And she so herself too. SS also informed her that I was korean too and she was surprised too. Because we both don't look like koreans. Throughout the whole day, we both spoke in english and korean. It was nice speaking to someone like this. ^^ I felt comfortable, and closer with Genie. Everyone was nice too. Because Genie and I was the only girls in our group, I pretty much stayed with her most of the time.
There was also a dance floor, and I saw Charlie being very excited for it. Since Charlie wants to dance on the dance floor, all the other boys joined him. Except Michael. I persuaded Michael to join them, otherwise he'll be missing out. It was a success since he did end up dancing with them. I recorded them dancing. ^^ It was very funny. I'm glad that everyone was having fun.
Soon, another friend of SS was joining us, but we had to wait awhile for her. Genie and I went to the bathroom, and when we came back, we saw SS's friend called Eva. When Eva turned around, she saw me and we both greeted each other. I saw Richard calling for SS to come over, and he did but he did not introduce me as his girlfriend. We walked around Comic Con with Eva this time, and soon, once we had the chance to talk to each other alone, she asked me if I was a friend with anyone, or a work colleague. I answered, "SS's girlfriend". "Sorry?" "SS's girlfriend". I felt embarrassed for saying that, but I said it. She responded, "Oh really?! Why didn't he tell me??" She was mad that he didn't introduce me as his girlfriend and was mad at him. I did expected people to ask me about our relationships, but when I first met the boys, they didn't at all. It wasn't as I expected but then I thought, when I first met Richard at SMASH, he didn't ask me any questions about our relationships. Hmm so it must be normal, or they're just boys. But Eva asked me lots of questions about us. For example: who asked out who first? How long have we been together? How did we meet?
Eva was a very open person. ^^ And that's what I like about her. Both the girls were bullying SS, and I felt bad and sorry for him. Eva was mad at SS and asked for a proper introduction. Richard commented how he warned SS, but he didn't listen. I apologised to SS since they were bullying him. TT^TT
After we finished looking around at Comic Con, we caught the ferry back to Darling Harbourside. We had lunch at the food court, and everyone was catching up and just conversing with each other. I did talk with Charlie and Michael few times. But I didn't have the chance to speak with Kevin. Charlie is a bright, energetic guy. I really do like him. Michael is amazingly hilarious. He talks about anything random, and his responses are just hilarious. I had fun listening to SS's conversations.
After lunch, we were walking to this karaoke called Big Echo. On our way, Genie asked me in korean, "How far did you guys go huh?~~~ You guys are holding hands and being cute and stuff. Huh?~~~" I tried to run away from her, but she grabbed me and pulled me back to her. "What's wrong? Huh?~~~" I looked back and shouted at SS. "SS, help me!!" He replied, "Sorry I can't help you." "Noooo~~~~" Genie then wickedly said, "You're mine!!!" ^^
We were at karaoke and sang for two hours. I did wanted to hear SS's singing more. SS likes singing in Japanese but he knows that one of his friend doesn't like hearing Japanese songs. All the songs that they were singing, were the sings I never heard of them before. They were pretty fairly old songs but I did know few of them. SS did tell me to sing more but I wanted his friends to sing more, because I have many chances to sing at karaoke with anyone at any time. But his friends all have work and they're all busy, and they have different schedules, and they don't meet often. This is a first time in a long time for them to have fun like this, so I wanted them to have fun and make the most out of it. Plus, I was shy to sing in front of them. But I did sing few times, so all good.
After Karaoke, we went to this Ramen Burger restaurant for dinner and met other friends, called Wenjing and Callon. They also brought their baby son called Lui. Genie couldn't join us for dinner so she left earlier. We said goodbyes, and I do hope I could meet her again. Eva, SS and I went to Winjing and Callon, and this time, Eva was watching SS introducing me as his girlfriend to them. Eva said well done~~. She was mad, and told Wenjing how SS didn't properly introduce me to her. It was funny. We had dinner, and I was sitting between SS and Kevin. This time I had the chance to talk to him and we talked for quite a few while. I'm glad that I get to talk to everyone. ^^ We had many people in our group. The left side of table had Wenjing, Callon, and their baby, and Eva. While the other right end of table had me, SS, Kevin, Richard, and Charlie. Michael was sitting in the middle so he talked to different people. There was this time where Richard was carrying the baby, and was taking care of the baby. Richard is such a nice guy. he's gonna be a great father someday. He's a really nice, great, family guy. I admired how Richard was playing with the baby. I didn't want to hold or touch the baby, because I'm scared I might Lui cry, or that I might drop him. Babies must be handled very carefully!!! Throughout the diiner, I'm glad that I get to hang out with SS's friends.
After dinner, we were planning to go to this dessert place in Korea Town. When we were standing outside of the restaurant, Eva stated to SS of how he didn't tell his friends that he has a girlfriend, and why he kept it as a secret. Wenjing joined in, "Yeah, stop hogging her yourself!" Today, all the girls were bullying.... They did tell me that they were gonna break him and teach him a lesson. Oh myyy..... What have I done to him!!! I did apologise to SS but he said it was alright, and he did expected it. Phew.
We went to the dessert place and all shared desserts. Eva then started asking many questions about me. Since we were talking, everyone else was listening to our conversation. She said she's been holding herself back and wants to ask more questions about our relationships. She did tell me that she wants to everything about us. I need to be careful around Eva. lollll. We chatted with everyone for a while.
After dessert was finished, and because it was getting late, SS informed everyone that we both had to go very soon. I gave the girls a goodbye hug, and gave all the boys, even the baby Lui a highfive. Someone did suggest me to hug Charlie, but because I was still getting use to their names, I asked, "Who's Charlie?" Everyone started laughing and I think hurt Charlie's feelings.... I'M SO SORRY CHARLIE! We exchanged goodbyes and SS and I both headed home.
Wednesday, 16 September 2015
62. Happy Birthday
Today, was my special someone's birthday. ^^ I met up with him at the train platform and planned to go bike riding. Before we were going to our destination, I walked past this restaurant where my friend was working at, and I saw her. She saw me and we both met up. It was nice seeing her after the last time I saw her, which was long time ago. I missed her.
We walked to the Bicentennial Park and hired our bikes. We biked for an hour, and after that I wanted to chill near the fountains, where there is the 'twins tower'. I wanted to chill there because that is the place where we had our first kiss... But he asked if I wanted to come over to his place after this. His mum made me some buns and I wasn't expecting to go to his place. But it seemed that he wanted to come over, and since it's his birthday, I will do whatever that makes him happy.
We walked back to the station, but before that I said bye to my friend again, and went to the Cold Rock. I ordered ice cream cake, with the help of my friend ^^, and walked back to the station to go to his house.
I was chilling with his family and had dinner with them. The dinner was so good and I had pig tail and pig intestine for the first time. It tasted fine, like any other normal meat. Throughout the whole meal, I was laughing my head off, which eventually I dropped my chopsticks on the floor... I was laughing so much that when I tried to pick my food up with my chopsticks, I keep dropping them. The whole family was laughing at me... >< After dinner, SS's mother wanted to take pictures of all of us. It was embarrassing but I took pictures with them. I talked more with the little brother this time, and he showed me different videos he watched on youtube in his room. SS came in later, and and was playing his phone game while chilling with us.
I realised that it was already 9pm, and that I had to go back home soon. I said goodbye to everyone, and SS walked me back to the station. ^^ There was this moment, where I kissed him on the cheek, and he stared back at me for few seconds. We didn't say anything during those few seconds, but just stared at each other. Then he said, "Thank you". @^^@ I told him he didn't have to say thank you. But then he said, "Thank you for stepping on my foot too". I was trying to reach for his cheek, then my foot accidentally stepped on his... I didn't mean to... ><
I hope he was happy... especially on his birthday... I wish to him to be happy forever... His happiness means so much to me. Because that's how much I love him ^^.
We walked to the Bicentennial Park and hired our bikes. We biked for an hour, and after that I wanted to chill near the fountains, where there is the 'twins tower'. I wanted to chill there because that is the place where we had our first kiss... But he asked if I wanted to come over to his place after this. His mum made me some buns and I wasn't expecting to go to his place. But it seemed that he wanted to come over, and since it's his birthday, I will do whatever that makes him happy.
We walked back to the station, but before that I said bye to my friend again, and went to the Cold Rock. I ordered ice cream cake, with the help of my friend ^^, and walked back to the station to go to his house.
I was chilling with his family and had dinner with them. The dinner was so good and I had pig tail and pig intestine for the first time. It tasted fine, like any other normal meat. Throughout the whole meal, I was laughing my head off, which eventually I dropped my chopsticks on the floor... I was laughing so much that when I tried to pick my food up with my chopsticks, I keep dropping them. The whole family was laughing at me... >< After dinner, SS's mother wanted to take pictures of all of us. It was embarrassing but I took pictures with them. I talked more with the little brother this time, and he showed me different videos he watched on youtube in his room. SS came in later, and and was playing his phone game while chilling with us.
I realised that it was already 9pm, and that I had to go back home soon. I said goodbye to everyone, and SS walked me back to the station. ^^ There was this moment, where I kissed him on the cheek, and he stared back at me for few seconds. We didn't say anything during those few seconds, but just stared at each other. Then he said, "Thank you". @^^@ I told him he didn't have to say thank you. But then he said, "Thank you for stepping on my foot too". I was trying to reach for his cheek, then my foot accidentally stepped on his... I didn't mean to... ><
I hope he was happy... especially on his birthday... I wish to him to be happy forever... His happiness means so much to me. Because that's how much I love him ^^.
Saturday, 12 September 2015
61. Family Dinner 2
Today I was having another family dinner with my special someone. His father wanted to celebrate SS's birthday by having a dinner outside. It was going to be with his father, and his partner, and SS's grandma. Since I was meeting his grandma for the first time, I thought about buying a gift, which I asked my mum for advice. I suggested flower and she liked that idea. Bought a bouquet of roses for $15, because it was the only liveliest flower in the store. Other flowers were too expensive and not worth it. It was embarrassing to walk around with a bouquet because people stare at you.... But yeah, I met up with my special someone after that. My SS's mum told him that his father's partner bought a gift and that we needed to buy a gift too. So we went to woolies and bought a flower there. I wanted to pay equally with SS but he said since I already bought the bouquet that I don't need to, but I felt bad so I put $5 in his pocket. And he told me that I didn't need to but I resisted and then he was mad at me... 😥😥😥 I saw him being mad and I didn't like it... But I respected his decision so I took my $5. But we were all cool after that, I didn't take it seriously. So we have two flowers for the grandma and 'The Lady'.
His father picked us up and I saw his partner for the first time. I greeted her and gave her the flower. She thanked me and gave SS and I some gifts. His father dropped us off and left to pick up SS's grandma and aunty. I was surprised that I was gonna meet his whole family, THE WHOLE FAMILY. I was nervous meeting the grandma but surprisngly, I was gonna meet his aunty too. I was nerrrrvous but was excited at the same time. SS and I walked to this chinese/western restaurant and waited for the whole family to show up. Then I saw 'The Lady' sitting down onto our table. I stood up and turned around to see the aunty welcoming me. "Thank you for the flowers". ??? Ohh she must be talking about grandma's flower. "Ohh no it's ok". I saw grandma behind the aunty and I gave her a handshake. Lolllll. You don't give handshakes to her since she doesn't follow the western's greetings but since I always give handshakes to people I first meet... it couldn't be helped. It's a habit...
Everyone took their seats and throughout the whole meal, I've been conversing with the father and 'The Lady'. He was talking about Korea, korean foods, fashion and the languages. I was sooo nervous and I tried to talk to him as much as I could but I didn't.... He was the one who asked me lots of questions. I'm glad that he was curious about me and talking with me. Everyone else was speaking in chinese and SS did translate them to me. Whenever I stare at the aunty, she would give me this smiley look.... I think it's a good thing... Meh~
Also, when the foods came out, we had oysters for our entree..... Oysters...... oysters...... The one and only food that I cannot take........ I was shocked when the entree came out because I knew I couldn't handle oysters but I didn't want to seem picky in front of SS's family. When it did came out, the father said to eat it but before I could even say anything, SS spoke out for me. He said something in chinese that I don't understand but I knew what he meant. My special someone knew that I hate oysters and thank god he knew. I told the father that, "I can eat anything and everything except oysters". And he was laughing at this. He told me to try and I did. I chose an oyster shell that had bacon in it, and thank god the bacon was overpowering the oyster itself. My special someone did tell me that you can try it but if you can't take it just spit it out. I shallowed the thing and did not try another.
I was so full after the main course but the father asked me to choose a dessert. I personally do not like eating dessert because they're sweet and I do not like eating sweet things except ice creams, and candies and lollies. I did told him that I was full but he insisted. I ordered vanilla ice cream and he seemed to like my choice because he said he likes vanilla flavoured ice cream. He likes ice cream that is smooth and not heavy. I also informed that SS likes vanilla ice cream as well and he asked, "really?". Yep. ^^
After the dinner, I bid farewell to everyone. The aunty once again thanked me for the flower and I said it was alright. The flowers weren't anything... But she seemed happy about the flowers. I brushed it off and said goodbye to the grandma. I held her hand and said goodbye. ^^ Since the car can only fit in 5 people and there are 6 of us, SS and I walked back home. We said goodbye and walked home together. He told me how 'The Lady' gave her bouquet to the aunty instead. That's why the aunty thought I gave her the flowers instead and she liked me already. I laughed my head off because I never knew why the aunty kept thanking me. And my special someone knew the reason and was secretly enjoying the situation the whole time. The reason why 'The Lady' gave away the flowers to the aunty because was so that the aunty could like me, and SS believed that 'The Lady' didn't like flowers. So either way, it was a Win-Win situation. Everyone is all happy. ^^
I'm glad that I met his family... Really... I'm glad....
Saturday, 5 September 2015
60. Family Dinner
Today was a busy day. I was volunteering for this 46th Japanese Language Contest held at Macqaurie Uni. 6 different unis participated for this contest, and my classmates and I volunteered to help out only. We didn't know what roles we were assigned to do but we heard that we'll be getting a certificate. So YEAH! Volunteers were suppose to meet at 8:30 in the morning but I got there at 12.... Yep.... I slept in, and it took me 2 hours to get there......
Throughout this whole contest, my role was to wear kimono and being taken photos of. I didn't like cameras pointing at me and taking shots of me.... But it couldn't be helped. That is all I did for this contest. I met people from my uni and became acquainted with them. I also met other people from different unis but that was about it. In the end, I got my certificate, and our teachers wanted us (the people from uws [although it's not called UWS anymore, but WSU]) to get together and take photos. It was funny. ^^
After I left Macqaurie Uni, I headed to Max Brenner at a nearby shopping centre. I bought chocolates for my dad's father's day present. And also bought other chocolates for my special someone's family. Tonight, I was having a hotpot with his family. I was really surprised and honoured with the invitation last night, but since his mum invited me, I thought it was a good sign for me to meet his family and have dinner together. I was soooo nervous when walking to his house..... I was nervous before I pressed that button to open the security door at his unit. I was overthinking and being so nervous of meeting his mother.
I thought, 'What if she doesn't like me? Because I'm not chinese but korean. Because I'm too young?? Because I'm not pretty? Or smart? Or NICE?!!!!!!! WHAT IF SHE DOESN'T LIKE ME???!!!! WHAT IF I'M NOT GOOD FOR HIM???'
This was in my head and I kept thinking too much... kept thinking negatively so that I prepared myself for the worse.
But this thought was gone when I did met her. I entered his house and saw his mum.
"Hello~"
"Hi! How are you?"
"How are you? I'm good"
"Yeah I'm good"
After that, I gave her a present and she mentioned how I didn't have to give her anything. But I insisted and she said thank you. She was a bubbly person. So full of happy energy. Such a bright, energetic mum! She was smiling and was making myself feel at home. I felt so welcomed......... I never expected this from her.
I greeted his step dad, and his little brother was too busy playing games so I didn't want to interrupt him, and didn't say hi to him. I was chilling at his room and was talking to my special someone, until his mum came in and asked me if I wanted tea or anything. I said it was alright but she started talking my special someone in chinese. In the end, she said she'll make me tea. >///< She brought a tray with sweets, snacks and hot jasmine tea. She was very thoughtful.
I asked my special someone, that his mum is such a great mum. Such a great person. But he said, she's not like that when she's mad. But I replied, "Of course! All mums are not like that when they're mad. It's normal." I did asked him at some point if his mum was strict, and he asked in what ways. I answered, "In anything. Just generally." He said not really, unless she's mad. It was understandable.
When we were having hotpot, his mum was being so kind to me. She didn't want me to help her anything, she just wanted me to feel comfortable, and relaxed. I felt bad that she was doing all these work. But I decided to be obedient. I was conversing with his mum the whole time. I had fun talking with her. She was so nice. The Tv was turned on so sometimes during the middle of eating, I would watch the tv, but the tv was behind his little brother. So whenever I try to watch the tv, his little brother would always stare at me. So I gave up watching the tv because his little brother would keep staring at me. There were so much good foods, and I was full. There was still much foods left but I couldn't keep going. Even my special someone was full.
We went back to my special someone's room and continued watching anime. Later, his dad came home to drop me off. I met his dad, and shook his hand, and greeted myself. This time I mentioned my name, because during the middle when we were eating hot pot, his mum asked my special someone for my name. I forgot to introduce myself with my name. SO this time, I said my name to his dad. I gave him a father's day gift which was a chocolate. He was happy~ He asked special someone for his present but my special someone protested. ^^
In the end, I said goodbye to the family and gave the mum a hug. She was so small and warm. Such a loveable person. She said I could come and visit every week, and that I was her favourite. When she commented how I was her favourite, it got me thinking... 'Did he brought other girl home before?? And they weren't her favourite??'. But I discontinued that thought, because I didn't want to think too deep.
We got into the car, and his father was dropping me off home. He was listening to his favourite chinese song, but change the CD into english. The first track was 'Gentleman' by Psy. I laughed when I heard this song because it's a korean song not english. Then my special someone and I sang along with this song. Then we listened to other song. It only took 20minutes to get from his place to mine. I bid farewell to my special someone and his dad. In the end, I had a great day. ^^
Throughout this whole contest, my role was to wear kimono and being taken photos of. I didn't like cameras pointing at me and taking shots of me.... But it couldn't be helped. That is all I did for this contest. I met people from my uni and became acquainted with them. I also met other people from different unis but that was about it. In the end, I got my certificate, and our teachers wanted us (the people from uws [although it's not called UWS anymore, but WSU]) to get together and take photos. It was funny. ^^
After I left Macqaurie Uni, I headed to Max Brenner at a nearby shopping centre. I bought chocolates for my dad's father's day present. And also bought other chocolates for my special someone's family. Tonight, I was having a hotpot with his family. I was really surprised and honoured with the invitation last night, but since his mum invited me, I thought it was a good sign for me to meet his family and have dinner together. I was soooo nervous when walking to his house..... I was nervous before I pressed that button to open the security door at his unit. I was overthinking and being so nervous of meeting his mother.
I thought, 'What if she doesn't like me? Because I'm not chinese but korean. Because I'm too young?? Because I'm not pretty? Or smart? Or NICE?!!!!!!! WHAT IF SHE DOESN'T LIKE ME???!!!! WHAT IF I'M NOT GOOD FOR HIM???'
This was in my head and I kept thinking too much... kept thinking negatively so that I prepared myself for the worse.
But this thought was gone when I did met her. I entered his house and saw his mum.
"Hello~"
"Hi! How are you?"
"How are you? I'm good"
"Yeah I'm good"
After that, I gave her a present and she mentioned how I didn't have to give her anything. But I insisted and she said thank you. She was a bubbly person. So full of happy energy. Such a bright, energetic mum! She was smiling and was making myself feel at home. I felt so welcomed......... I never expected this from her.
I greeted his step dad, and his little brother was too busy playing games so I didn't want to interrupt him, and didn't say hi to him. I was chilling at his room and was talking to my special someone, until his mum came in and asked me if I wanted tea or anything. I said it was alright but she started talking my special someone in chinese. In the end, she said she'll make me tea. >///< She brought a tray with sweets, snacks and hot jasmine tea. She was very thoughtful.
I asked my special someone, that his mum is such a great mum. Such a great person. But he said, she's not like that when she's mad. But I replied, "Of course! All mums are not like that when they're mad. It's normal." I did asked him at some point if his mum was strict, and he asked in what ways. I answered, "In anything. Just generally." He said not really, unless she's mad. It was understandable.
When we were having hotpot, his mum was being so kind to me. She didn't want me to help her anything, she just wanted me to feel comfortable, and relaxed. I felt bad that she was doing all these work. But I decided to be obedient. I was conversing with his mum the whole time. I had fun talking with her. She was so nice. The Tv was turned on so sometimes during the middle of eating, I would watch the tv, but the tv was behind his little brother. So whenever I try to watch the tv, his little brother would always stare at me. So I gave up watching the tv because his little brother would keep staring at me. There were so much good foods, and I was full. There was still much foods left but I couldn't keep going. Even my special someone was full.
We went back to my special someone's room and continued watching anime. Later, his dad came home to drop me off. I met his dad, and shook his hand, and greeted myself. This time I mentioned my name, because during the middle when we were eating hot pot, his mum asked my special someone for my name. I forgot to introduce myself with my name. SO this time, I said my name to his dad. I gave him a father's day gift which was a chocolate. He was happy~ He asked special someone for his present but my special someone protested. ^^
In the end, I said goodbye to the family and gave the mum a hug. She was so small and warm. Such a loveable person. She said I could come and visit every week, and that I was her favourite. When she commented how I was her favourite, it got me thinking... 'Did he brought other girl home before?? And they weren't her favourite??'. But I discontinued that thought, because I didn't want to think too deep.
We got into the car, and his father was dropping me off home. He was listening to his favourite chinese song, but change the CD into english. The first track was 'Gentleman' by Psy. I laughed when I heard this song because it's a korean song not english. Then my special someone and I sang along with this song. Then we listened to other song. It only took 20minutes to get from his place to mine. I bid farewell to my special someone and his dad. In the end, I had a great day. ^^
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