When I was spending time with SS's friends on Saturday. I felt happy. Very happy. I was nervous and excited when meeting his friends, but I had nothing to be worried about. His friends are all nice and funny people. Throughout the whole day, when I was with SS, I was thinking how happy I felt that I could spend time with his friends. Because whenever I'm with him, I'm always happy.
I'm always happy whenever I'm with him. When we first started dating, he starts to slowly open up, by hugging me, by being clingy at times, by saying embarrassing (sweet) things, and was always being honest with me. When he does these things, I fell in love with him. I remember the time when he first said "I love you". I never expected him to say it so early. We definitely did grew closer, and the love has always been there. We're just showing and opening up to more of that love.
When he wanted to see me more, when we had the chance to see each other more than once a week, when he puts in effort when seeing me... I fell in love with him....
When I first get to see his whole families, and how they are all kind-hearted people, I fell in love with him again....
When I get to meet and chill with his friends... I fell in love with again and again......
He didn't change, he just grown into this loving, romantic man. He's not romantic, but all these things make him romantic. I don't know how but he makes me fall in love with him again and again... I feel happy when I'm with him. He gave me so much happiness and love in his own ways.
When I was single, I always thought how I wanted to be a loving and giving person to my partner. But with him, it feels that SS is that person to me. When I thought about this, I stared at him.
I stared at him for a while and then he stared at me. I looked away and pretend that I was thinking of nothing. But since it is me, me as a person, I cannot hide my feelings. Most people can read me. I felt so happy....
I realised something and questioned myself. 'Do I make him happy as much as he make me happy?...' He hasn't seen my family or friends yet... Do I do things that does not make him happy enough??? Do I give him enough happiness or love??
I asked SS, "SS, do I make you happy?". He replied but I couldn't hear him well. But I think it sounded similar to, "Of course. You know me." ^^
Is it possible to fall in love with the same person over and over again?...
Yes, it is.
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