I now have a full time job at a Korean BBQ buffet restaurant in Bankstown. Because it's full time I am to work 6 days a week. This means I won't have time to relax, go out with friends and ses my Special someone.
Ever since I finished uni, I've been looking for several part time jobs and have been applying to many different places. I found this place and thought, 'hmm I'm free throughout my breaks so I can earn money and work full time. Plus since my SS is still busy with work, I might as well be preoccupied with my work too'. I know we wouldn't be able to see each often but it might stop me from thinking about him and missing him too much. And he might miss me instead.
But ever since I started working... I missed him a lot... So much that I thought, 'Screw it, I'm gonna contact him even though we texted before'. We mostly have one conversation per day, or there are days we don't even talk at all. But lately, we've been going onto Skype everyday and have more than one conversafion per day. I felt happy. It made me wanting to see him moreee instead. I want to see him soon. Because I still don't have my schedule for my workplace yet, I don't know the next time I'll see my friends or him again...
Sighh...
We're still preparing the restaurant and it's not officially open yet. But we will get our timetable soon. I quickly want to see my SS soon. I want to see him. I thought that he would miss me more than I would miss him. But no... I miss him... But he does miss me because he contacts me and invited me for dinner after our work, which we rarely do (because he's tired after his work).
Goshhh... I miss him and I wanna see him soon.
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