I don't know what's wrong wifh me lately. I've started to become insecure ahout myself and my relationship. Earlier this year, I asked my special someone if he could be more initiative when contacting me because I hated when I always have to make the first move to contact him. Ever since I came back from Japan, he hasn't been initiative at all. I always have to contact him, and there are days where we just don't contact with each other... I know he's tired from working and that's probably why he hasn't been contacting me but still... I personally don't like making the initiative to contact him first all the time and every time...
He hasn't been saying I love you that much lately as well...
When I snapchatted him that I miss him, he didn't respond at all instead change to a different topic...
I know he's not romantic and a very reserved person but I want to be reminded that he loves me from time to time... I mean, I missed him so much while I was away in Japan for 18days...
I always think too much,
I worry that I'm annoying, and too clingy... I don't want to be that, so I've been trying to control it... I wonder if he feels more chillaxed this way.
WHY AM I SO CLINGY?!!! I need to tone it down but I don't want us to be distant...
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