The thing is its really hard for to me to blog because I don't have my laptop anymore and I couldn't be bothered typing on my phone. I know I'm lazy =_=
Lots of things happened ever since I last blogged......
Did it get any better or worse?.......
Truth is....... I don't know........
I thought life after highschool would be better...... but...... I'm still stressing......
Maybe because I haven't gone to uni yet so I shouldn't judge if my life is better or not.......
Of course I have every rights to judge about my life........ Sigh.....
I can tell you.......... I was depressed ever since I last blogged....... Mostly because of my relationship with my mum........ Yeah......... Sigh........ A lot of things happened but...... nobody knows about this particular thing..... I haven't told anyone...... Not to a single soul.......
Ok here's the list what happened to me ever since I last blogged:
- Got HSC results and atar
- Stressing about uni
- Working over time to earn enough money for my korea trip
- Fights with mum
And I just heard about my friend's news...... I know she's even more depressed than I am......... I hope she will be happy soon. I hate for her to be sad. I don't even know if she will read this blog but I just wanna say to you, it happened to me before too. With the same person... sigh......
I just hope you don't make the same mistake like me......
Do you remember?.....
At buwood cafe...... just the two of us........ and I said things that shocked you......
Do you remember?......
I hope you think deeply about this because....... once you lost someone precious to you, your heart will only burden more with sorrow....... too much misery causes too much pain........
Then you will start wondering...... if this was the best decision for the both of us?.....
When it's too late........ you'll already start to regret......
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