After we hung up the call, I called my friend and... I apologised to her. She asked me what happened and I told her that I felt bad earlier today for making her mad. She said, "What??" I told her what happened, and she said she knew I was joking, and that she was alright. She forgot all about it. I still couldn't help myself but feel bad. She repeatedly told me that it was fine, and that she was ok. I cried during our call and she helped me calm down. I'm glad she wasn't truly mad at me. She said she was joking as well.
After that we went on a Skype call with our another friend and us three were talking for few hours. I later got a message from my partner asking if we could talk. I left the call with my friend (who was the only one left on the call) and I went over to talk to my partner. I wasn't happy with him. He said to me that he was worried if he made me mad. I told him that I wasn't mad, but more that he made me feel bad and sad. He wanted me to tell him which part made me feel sad. I told him everything of how I felt. He then calmly told me his views on them. I mentioned, "You made me feel bad... I called my friend and she said that she knew it was joke, and that she was alright."
I cried saying, "You hurt my feelings..."
He replied, "I am so sorry. Please don't cry. I will stop being critical and judgemental. I will do anything you say".
I responded, "... but I still love you..."
"I love you too"
"I forgive you"
"Thank you"
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