You know, I'm not religious or anything but I recently started praying to myself every day. I pray that I wish something bad happened to me. Bad enough that will cause me to die. I pray that I could get into a car accident or get a terminal illness or something. Why? Because I want to escape the living hell that I am in.
I've been having suicidal thoughts for 2 months now. I have to admit, I am scared of causing death upon myself because I don't want to experience the pain. So I hope and pray that I wish an unfortunate event could take place on me soon. I know that I will make everyone's life easy without me being there.
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