Riding around Olympic was beautiful. The sceneary was beautiful, the birds chirping, the lake, waters, nature, trees, everything. We went everywhere as we can and went to the bird towers, ship wreck sight, bird watch, fountains. Patty purposely got himself wet by riding through the water fountain. It was funny.
I also fell down three times...... Or maybe more............ But I got three bruises from them...... And its not a good feeling. It hurts alot!!!!!!!!!!!! Got a massive bruise on my left thigh and it hurts everytime I walk..... Yep.....
My bike was different from Dora's and Pat's. They both got the same black mountain bike while I got the snall blue mountain bike. The black bike was too tall for me to get on... TT^TT I think thats why they rode faster than me because they got the good bike..... Or maybe I'm a terrible bike rider. Yep.... Because I did fell three times....
ALSO I GOT A MOSQUITO BITE!!!!!!!!!! I SAW THIS TINY MOSQUITO JUST SUCKING BLOOD ON MY LEFT WRIST AND I FLAPPED MY LEFT ARM IN THE AIR TO SHAKE THE MOSQUITO OFF BUT IT DIDN'T CAME OFF UNTIL I BLEW ONTO MY LEFT WRIST.
I was too afraid to flick the mosquito off and the next day.... My left wrist is swollen and red...... And the mosquito bite is beating like a pulse...... I could even see it beating....... I'm scared......
But the bike riding was worth it and if I were to go back there, I would go there again.
After the bike tiding it was already 3pm and we didn't want to go home that early. So we decided to watch movie at Lidcombe. We watch John Wick and it was interesting. But I would give it 6.5 or 7/10. I wanted to know more about this John Wick's character and his past history because he is this super deadly assassin that anyone should not messed with. I also wanted to know more about his relationship with his wife because the affection from his wife and also her death affected him deeply, that he would even go far to kill those gangs that killed his dog (that was a gift from his wife). I'm sorry for kinda spoiling the story but there was toooooo mcuh action. Even though its an action movie, I wanted to connect with the character but it was too direct and blunt. Yep. So 6.5 or 7 out of 10. Yep.
After the movie, Patty dropped me off to my house around 6o'clock.
I did not enjoy the rest of the day after that because I had a fight with my Bro......... I even cried about it and I hated crying. Crying shows you are weak, sensitive and emotional. I didn't wanted to cry but the tears just came out. I couldn't hold it in. What we fought about was stupid. He didn't wanted to listen to me and he only wanted me to listen to him. I tried to make him understand my opinion but he just wanted me to listen to his's only. I was pissed at him but I didn't show it physically but since he knew that I was pissed at him, he yelled at me. He gave me that mad look and threw his plates into the sink. He gave me that one mad look again before he walked upstairs. Yep............
Today, we are having BBQ for dinner with korean white rice wine. I'm going to get drunk like a depressed bitch because of my bro. I'm still mad at him and I don't even want to talk to him or see his face. Thank god I'm going out with my friends tomorrow because we are planning to drink. I get drunk very easily which makes me sleepy so I'm just gonna drink and sleep for the night. I don't even want to think about my brother. He's not a good brother. Yep..... We don't even act like siblings. We're just strangers or we're brothers and sisters from another mother. Yep...... Right now I'm mad and depressed about my Bro, so yeah. I'm mad at him and I feel hatred for him. That's right. Right now, I hate him. I hate him. I hate my brother. If he does apologises to me, I don't even want to accept it. I'm not going to accept it. His apologies doesn't turn everything back the way it was. Sorry doesn't fix everything. I hate him for that. I hate him. I wished I had an older brother who I can look up to but no.... I look down on him because he doesn't act like one. I feel like I'm the older one and that I always have to take care of him.
Oh my goshhhhhhh....... I should stop complaining and shut up. Yep. Yeah thats me and my bro.
Whatat siblings.....
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