6. Life

Why can't life be simple and easy? If only it was that simple and easy......

Why am I such a bad person? Why can't I be good? 

I know everyone is not perfect but you can be a better person......

What makes a better person?

Let's say you know someone that is bad but soon that person changed into a better person.

What defines a better person when they are not perfect.......?

Can you trust that 'better person'? How do you know for sure?

Urghhhhh I don't know what I am talking about. 

I wish I was a good person........... 

No.

I wish I was a better person than myself right now. 

I wish I was a better daughter, a better friend, a better sister, a better person........

Even after HSC, even getting a job..... Nothing changes..........

Life is still the same..... Always so challenging and complex. 

Why can't I be a better person???

I'm not a good daughter, I'm not a good friend, I'm not a good sister, I'm not a good person......

I'm not good enough...........

Everyone is not good.... No one is pure good. 

So....... I should just become a better person then?

But what makes a better person??? How do you define a better person when they are not perfect? 

How can you be so sure to trust that 'better person'?

OMGGGGGGGGG......... THE CIRCLE OF LIFEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

I'm just repeating this whole thing.......

Life is just complicated............