The way you only touch me and not others, makes me think that you are interested in me but you never contact me outside. It's so hard for me iniate the conversation first because I'm scared that I will annoy you too much or that I will make it too obvious that I like you..... sighhhh.......
I tried to give you so many hints but you never respond......... I tried to talk to you outside but its only about studies-related or even about games........
Why can't you talk to me outside?........ But then again, I should put more efforts too but it's just hard for me to do so....... Is this how you feel as well??? Or maybe you're not interested in me...... Then why do you only touch me and not others instead??? You make me overthink too much, you make me think about unnesscary, detailed things.......
Sighhh.... Every single day and night, I always think about how I should give up on you.... I should give up on you because you'll stop coming to uni, we won't see each other anymore.... You'll make me miss you too much.......... Just the thought of you leaving makes me sad.... And because we don't contact each other, just makes it worse.... You make me think that you're not interested in me... That's why I try to give up on you but I really like you.... I might even love you....
Why do you make me sad and happy at the same time?!!!!!
I was planning to confess to you but I'm too scared to do so. Because I might risk my heart of getting scarred once you reject me..... I don't want to risk that but I don't want to lose you either..........
I wish you could realise that I like you...... That I really, really like you so that you could do something about it. Sighhh....... I'm still considering whether or not if I should confess to you or not......
I'm in love with you and it hurts so much that you can't recognise it................ I wish you could see that...........
ばか。どうして... はあ... 好きだよ...。
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