I can't sleep at night. I probably have insommia.... or its just that I can't sleep because I think about this particular someone. Sighhh. I always think about him every night. I can't sleep because my head is filled with thoughts of him.
Tonight, I thought about our last day together. The last day he will come to uni..... Then I thought about our last goodbye..... I hated the thought of him leaving. I hate it because it makes me so sad. So sad that I literally cried. I was shocked myself that I cried about him. I must really like him that I don't want to be seperated from him.
I checked my exam timetable yesterday and it turns out I don't have any exams. Meaning I get to have early holiday. Meaning I finish uni earlier. Meaning time is running out. Meaning there won't be enough time for me to spend time together with him. Meaning how quickly our last, goodbye, day is coming......
I don't wanna say goodbye to him...... I still wanna see him......
I hate the weekends because it is the days where I can't see him. I love going to uni because I always expect him to be there, where I can see him, where I can be with him....
The days when I go to uni, he's always there.... The days where I can freely talk to him, laugh with him, spend time with him......
I wish we don't have to say goodbye.........
おねがい...
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