Sunday, 9 August 2015

51. SMASH

I got up at 4:20 and started making sushi rolls. My dad sets his alarm at 4:30 and was sleeping downstairs. Because of the noise I was making he woke up and chatted with me for a while.
"What are you doing?"
"I'm making kimbap. Daddy do you wanna try?"
*Eats kimbap*
"How is it?!"
"It's delicious but what if 'Special Someone' doesn't like it?"
"... then I'll eat it myself!"

I didn't even tell him that I was going to meet 'Special Someone' but he knows...

After all the preparations, I caught the train at 6:49, and went to Redfern. I was soooo sleepy since I was so excited the night before that I couldn't sleep till 2:30? So I had about 2 hours of sleep... =_= I know I'm crazy. I waited for him at Redfern and I kept yawning non-stop. My eyes were getting teary. I recieved a call from special someone and wanted to know where I was. As I turned my head to the left, I saw him and out of reflexes, I put my arm out and shouted his name. He saw me and I went over to him and hugged him. He was warm and comfortable. I missed him so much.

It was still early in the morning around 7:20? We caught the train and we were both resting up. We later got off at Rosehill and I was already excited. I saw a few cosplayers and he told me that I needed to calm down because there'll be a lot more. We waited in line and special someone's friend was running late because he was at his sister's friend house. We got through the gates and we contacted his friend again. His friend was getting through the gates too so we stood in front of the gate, waiting for him.

I was soooo nervous when meeting him. I was going to meet his friend!!! My special someone pointed out, "Ah there he is". I turned to find him and there he was in front of me. He was getting closer until our distance was met. I introduced myself and shook his hand. Aaaaahhh. I was sooo nervous. His friend informed us that he brought his siblings along. Throughout the whole day, I was going to hang out with my special someone, and his friend, and his siblings. I was talking with Celina (the youngest, and the only female sibling), and I tried to be communicative as possible, but I was shyyyyy and I didn't know what they were talking about since I don't know the animes or mangas.

We waited in line to get into the building for an hour, but we used this time to chat, and check out other cosplayers. I've seen so much cosplayers and I was sooo excited. We also saw two guys closplaying as girls. My special someone and his friend did not enjoy the sight at all. ^^

We got into the building and lined up to get the wristbands for Noriaki Sugiyama signing. However, even though we weren't that far away from the line, they ran out of wristbands. TT^TT If we can't get the wristbands, it meant that we cannot get an autograph from Noriaki Sugiyama (the voice actor of Sasuke Uchiha from Naruto, and Uryu Ishida from Bleach). But we can still see him at the Q&A show later in the afternoon.

We were disappointed since we were almost there getting the wristbands but we couldn't do anything about it. We later went to the arts and craft building, and I saw various accessories, posters of cute chatacters from animes, or movies. We looked around and talked about the anime characters that we knew and so on. We went downstairs to look around the stores that sold different kind of things. Such as animated games, markers, cosplaying clothes, figurines, pillows, mangas, japanese dvds, card games, t-shirts, weapons for cosplay, and etc. I was tempted to buy cards against humanity but I asked myself if it was worth it... In the city, it was $70 but here was $40... But because I only buy what I seem is worth it, I did not buy it. Because you can only play this game with friends not by yourself. So did not wanted to waste my money. We looked around more stuff and went to the gaming section of the building.

And there... I saw someone I knew... I let go of my hand with his and tried to run away but there was no where to run, so I just hide at his left side... and hoped that someone I knew wouldn't see me. My special someone asked me what's wrong but I responded, "Nothing". He knew it wasn't nothing and asked me again. I told him I saw someone and he asked who. But I couldn't bring myself to say it. I couldn't say who I saw because I thought he was going to be mad (or jealous?), and he gave up asking. I thought he was mad at me... Because he focused on other stuff like searching for a place on the map. I felt bad but I didn't wanted to say it. We walked back to where we came from and I saw that person... I saw that person's head facing towards my direction, but looked away quickly. I didn't know if that person saw me and my special someone for sure... It seemed liked it but I am not 100% sure. I just hoped that person didn't see me but who knows.

We walked to the building where there was going to be Q&A show with Noriaki Sugiyama. It was sooooooooo exciting to see my first japanese famous voice actor!!! I saw him and heard him speaking casually in japanese when he was answering alll the questions. His natural voice sounds different compared to his voice acting. He even voice acted on live in front of us. It was unbelievably amazing!!! I was glad we sat at the very front row of the seat since we could see him upclose.

After the show, we walked around outside and saw many different cosplayers. I saw LEVI AND TRAFALGAR LAW!!! AND AOBA, CLEAR, NOIZ, AANG (from avatar), TAIGA, TETSU, AND ALL THE OTHER CHARACTERS THAT I KNEW! I saw lots of these cosplayers and thought, "Wow... They're amazing and pretty..."

We met up with the siblings and went outside to eat for lunch. It was so expensive to buys foods from there and so instead we ate at macas instead. It was the longest wait I have ever waited to get my foods at macas because other people from smash thought of our idea as well. I felt clingy or should I say needy to my special someone. We were waiting in line together, and I mouthed his name many times, and he did too. I kept poking his cheeks, and playing with his face by pressing his cheeks together with my fingers when he puffed his face. I was bored and playful. We finally got our foods but his friend already finished his foods. My special someone had to eat his lunch quickly so that we could go to the cosplay show competition earlier.

We walked back to smash and as we walked into the building the seats were already filled up. Luckily we found enough seats for us at the front. The cosplay show went for at least an hour and I had fun watching the skits, and was amazed at some of the cosplayers' costumes. After the show, we went through the building next door and I saw REIKA AND KANAME!!! They are the most famous cosplayers in Japan. I loved seeing Reika because she is popular for cosplaying as guys. She was handsomly pretty, yet manly and feminine. If people told me she was actually a boy then I would have believed them. If people told me she was a girl then I would have believed them. Kaname was handsome but meh... My special someone is better @><@

We looked around the arts and craft building, the stores, and the gaming section but I didn't spend any money. My special someone bought a $20 hiragana and katakana card for his lil bro but nothing for himself. We then went to the karaoke building, and I had fun watching other people singing in japanese but my special someone and his friend wanted to move somewhere else since the girl was singing too loud, and was hurting my special someone's ears. We relaxed ourselves by randomly joining into this panel, since we sat at the back, the boys were catching up, while I was sitting behind them, and secretly snapchatted them. >< My special someone asked me why I was sitting there, so I asked if I should sit next to him and he placed his hand on the seat next to his. I sat next to him and both the boys were playing their own games. I was clingy (or needy) and I kept poking his face. >< I was also teasing him by blowing onto his left ear. He kept dogding it since it was ticklish for him. It was fun teasing him but I wanted more from his response. =_=

It was around 6, so we decided to head home. As we were walking downstairs of the building, I saw a familiar person. It was Jason from my jap class and I called out his name. He turned around and saw me. I gave him a high five and after that, he was going to hug me but I dodged!!! He said, "Aww, no hugs?" My special someone came up to us from behind, and yes they did see each other once so they 'know' each other. They were chatting and so did I. We were walking towards the gate and we bid farewell to Jason and special someone's friend and his sibling. We saw the train at the platform so we ran for it. It was a fun day. I was happy happy happy~~ ^^

I felt that I didn't talk much to his friend but my special someone told me that I'm thinking too much. I wanted to have a good impression to his friend and siblings. I hoped so... >< but I was glad that I met them and I had a great time with them. ^^ They are all nice and funny people.

When we got off at Clyde, I did ask him that if he would get jealous if a guy hugged me and he answered yes. I knew it! That was why I didn't want to hug Jason. Because if I saw a girl hugging my special someone so of course I would be jealous. This is why I won't hug people, when I mean people I mean guys...

Also I asked him another question... "Were you mad at me today?..."
"Mad at you? Why would I be mad at you? I don't remember anything that I have to be mad at you"
I was surprised... so I told him, "You know how I saw someone?" "Oh yeah"
I told him the person I saw and he said he knew it. He knew but he just wanted to hear me say it. He also told me that he wouldn't be mad unless there's a reason. I love him. I love him so much.

It is just me that overthinks too much. I always think about negative, worst things so that I could prepare myself for the worse, or prepare for bad things that might happen in the future.
Sighhhh. But with him. Whenever I'm with him, there's this positive energy around us. He's very understanding, even though he can be dense. He's a 'paitent' man >< He's truly a nice, good guy and I'm glad to have him as my boyfriend. He can be hard to read, and confusing at times but there's nothing to worry about because I trust him and he trusts me. He's shy and I'm shy too so thats why we only text each other once a day and there are times where we don't text each other for a day and that's normal because we're both shy. >< we don't know how to keep the conversation long when texting each other but it's different when we're face to face. We talk for a long time and when there is silence, we enjoy the moment of being together.

I love my special someone for who he is. And he does with me too. We both love each other and that's all that matters.

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