38. 2nd Date

I was too excited that I couldn't sleep till 7. I only had 1 hr of sleep and went to woolies for grocery shopping. I had about 1.5hrs to make kimbap and sandwiches. I didn't have time to make other sandwiches. TT^TT I was going to be 18mins late for my date. 😱😱😱 I called him in advanced to let him know. I felt bad for being late TT^TT 

I got off at St James and as soon as I was heading for the big fountain in Hyde Park. I saw him from behind and I could only see his back. I knew it was him because of his clothes and his hair. I quickly ran up to him from behind and surprised him by bear hugging him. He was surprised and soon realised it was me. ^^

I wanted to have picnic with him which was why I wanted to meet up with him at St James. He didn't know about this surprise and even though he said he'll be mentally prepared. ^^ he tasted my kimbap and sandwich, and he said that he likes it. TT^TT I couldn't believe it. It was my first attempt at making this and he likes it ^^ 

We chilled in the park for most of the day and chatted a lot. I love spending time with him and I wish that time would not stop. I don't know the next time I'll see him and to spend time with him like that....... He was being very playful and cheeky today. It is one of the day where he acts needy in front of me ^^ and I love it. His attention was on me and me only. He didn't care about the public and soon... So was I... 

In that moment, I wanted to say I love you but I didn't....... I don't know why I hold myself back for not saying 'I love you'. I guess I didn't wanted to ruin the moment by saying 'I love you'. But I told him that in my soul. 

He teased me a lot and was a bully. But I know he didn't mean to. He was really happy today. He was smiling a lot, and was singing. ^^ He said that I make him happy but I do not know what I do that makes him happy. I get nervous and sometimes I worry if what I'm doing is right or not. But to hear him say that, makes me happy. I want to cheer him up and make him happy. 

I told him that today was the first time that I wore a dress in a long time. I told him that I wanted to wear a dress on our first date but we had to go bike riding. He mentioned how he saw my dress and was glad that I wore a dress because he likes it and said I'm sexy. 😖😖☺️😚 He said how I should wear dress more often when I'm with him and I did thought about that. But I feel comfortable wearing  pants and caps. 😎

Today was a great day and I'm happy. If only time would stop, if only....... 

I just wanna have his company. ☺️