Should I be worried? Yes, I think so. If so, why? Hmmm... because I know he wants to but I am not ready. He said he can wait for a long time and only wants to when I'm ready but still...
I don't consider myself romantic so I asked him, and he said yes. I asked my friend too and she said I'm more romantic than him. My partner doesn't have to be romantic, but just as long as he loves me then its fine. But... I don't want my partner to think ahout 'it' the whole time because it means that he's only wants sexual relationship, not romantic one. I still think its too early for us... It's been more than a month now and... I want a romantic relationship with him... It's my desire but he's not a romantic type so I guess its understandable... I guess we are still getting use to being in a relationship. But still. Sometimes I feel that we are going fast yet slow, slow yet fast. But we are more honest and open with ourselves now, which is a good thing.
But I am anxious. That he might get tired of waiting and get bored. That I might not be able to satisfy him as a girlfriend. Or am I thinking too much??? I always overthink, but I need to be mentally prepared.
What do I want? I want to take things nice, slow and easy. I want a romantic relationship between us for now which I doubt... Sighh...
Am I making it worse?....
[This post is regarding the last post I made, if anyone was confused with what I said. I thought if I should mention about it here in my blog because it is personal so I tried to be discreet in my last post, but I needed to get my mind off it here in this post. This is what I've been thinking lately.]
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