Now that I think about it... whenever I cry, there's always a reason. When I do cry, it's mainly about my fights with my mum. Last time I cried that I could remember was back in May. But now... these tears return back again... and it's because of my mum... yet again. I miss her so much. I really do. I really want to hug her right now. She was the one who was there for me through my best and worst. She was always there, supporting me. We always have different point of views and its hard to understand each other when we have different beliefs, and came from different time periods. But in my heart, I always loved my mum. It was hard to express that love to my mum.
I want my mum back... I want her back... It's hard... I miss her so much... These tears...
She hanged up the call on me when she knew I was crying. I guess she didn't want to hear me cry, otherwise, she'll. cry herself. My mum is already struggling with my aunty and her family. My mum cried a lot mostly everyday ever since she went to Korea. I guess she didn't want to cry anymore... especially when she has us here in Australia.
But I miss her. So much.
I miss her. A lot.........
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