I always hold his hands whenever we meet, walk together, I always get embarrassed around him, always get warm around him, always say 'I like you', or 'I miss you' first, try my best to make him happy, or smile, or laugh, always cuddle with him, play with his hair, call his name all the time, try to take care of him with little things...
Is it enough?.... Enough to know that your girlfriend loves you?...
I guess not... Maybe I don't show him that much love... I don't know... I am overthinking too much...
Sighh.... I do love him!!! I DO SHOW HIM! And he knows that too! He knows that I'm clingy, jealous, and only pay attention to him. He trusts me and I trust him too!
Why do I overthink too much??? Why do I always worry myself?
To prepare for the worse I guess.
I didn't let him kiss me last Saturday... because I was scared it might lead to things that I wasn't ready for... I do regret it but I'm glad that I did it? I wasn't ready at all... But I might have disappointed him or made him upset. I was sad when I walked him off to the station but thought it was for the best....
But now I miss him a lot....
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