I told SS that I'll be happy trrw last night, but I was depressed the whole day. I couldn't be my normal self. I wasn't happy with anything. I felt I wanted to go home early during my class break, but I didn't because I'm scared I'll cause more trouble...
I was depressed the whole day, on the way I went home and finally when I went to my room, I just cried. Cried because I was depressed, had to let it out. I feel so empty and alone.
I've been crying for four days straight and I've never felt anymore depressed...
Hate myself...
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