I do have low self esteem and confidence which is not a very good thing. When I try to achieve my goals, I never reach those expectations of mine... so I stopped expecting myself so much, which then I expected myself so low. So low, that I think I'll never be able to achieve my goals... So in the end, I wouldn't be too upset because that is what I expected... I expected it low...
I just didn't want to feel guilty or too depressed which is why I changed my way of thinking and its been affecting who I am everyday... I am always insecure, and I don't believe in myself... I am confused of what to do.
But recently, I did something because I wanted to do it. But I just have doubts and don't believe in myself. I don't think I'll be able to make it. Even though I really wish for it, and I have all the right requirements, I still don't think I can make it. There might be even more better people who'll get it. We'll just have to wait and see for a while...
I wish I can be more confident... Where did my confidence go?...
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