Today, I've met up with my uni friend called Michelle. I really like hanging out with her. Today was all fun until after we had to go home. I was in the train and comteplating my relationship with SS. There I go again, overthinking too much... I was slightly depressed but soon after I got off at my station, I saw my childhood friend. We caught up with our lives, and he introduced my to his friend named Cid/Syd?... I told my childhood friend that I have a boyfriend and he was very curious. He started to ask me all these questions about my boyfriend. I think he's gonna stalk my special someone later on facebook. ^^
As I was walking back home, I was contemplating about life. I have such a happy life and I should stop thinking so negatively. I realised that thinking of every worst possible scenarios is a very bad idea because even though you're mentally prepared for it, you're still going to be depressed about it. I don't like feeling depressed.
Therefore, I'm going to change my views from now on. I am going to think positively from now on. Thinking negatively doesn't help me at all. It makes me depressed. It makes me overthink too much. I am going to enjoy every single moment as best as I can.
If there are any worst case scenarios, I will stay strong. I will be strong. I will take care of it when the time comes.
I need to fix my habit of overthinking too much.
Life is bittersweet.
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